Hazel

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

4:59 PM

12:06 PM

Hehehe.. Yesterdae was Chow Soon's Birthdae.. but instead of me going to go look for him, he came to look for me instead.. reason being.. i end class at 530 and the next dae i have morning lesson again.. =)
Oh well.. look i decorated my room for him lor.. hehehe.. he said it seems as if it is a kinegarden kid celebrating bdae like that.. BUT he say he liked it.. =) =) got bdae cake somemore lor.. and got sing bdae song also.. well anyway meet him at jurong point and went swensens for dinner.. n we watched ''your, mine n ours'' after tat.. it was a good show n i enjoyed it very much..
Todae, we will b heading for my house to reformate my super duper lousy com n change it into a super duper good com.. Hehehe.. hope e wont get pu hui..
Ok finally i m alone now.. time to go mug le.. **hope i dont slack or fall asleep..

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

2:17 PM

Seven things he won't know he's doing wrong until you tell him

The male and female brains work in different ways. Fact. Get the male perspective on those mistakes only men could make You've probably noticed by now that men are not perfect. In fact, it can sometimes seem that men are huge, great blobs of imperfection. In women's eyes men regularly do things wrong and are too lazy to do anything about it. But many of the mistakes men make are due to their not knowing they are mistakes in the first place. We only do them because our brain works differently from the female brain. Remember, unless you tell your Mr Imperfect that these things upset you, he'll carry on getting them wrong.

1. Being abrupt on the telephone. Men see the phone as a means of communication, nothing more. A typical male telephone conversation goes as follows: 'Drink in the pub tonight?' 'What time?' 'Seven-thirty?' 'See you there.' Men do their talking in person, when they get to the pub. (From about eight-thirty onwards the talking won't make much sense.) But women enjoy the process of communication rather than just its result, so want to prolong the call, bonding a little more. Explain to your man that hanging up quickly can be hurtful, even though he doesn't mean it to be.

2. Offering solutions when you just want him to listen. If you've got a problem (at work, for instance) you'll want to sit down and talk about it with your man, approaching it from different angles. But men don't do 'different angles'. The only angle they know is head-on, with a sledgehammer. Your man will instantly give you practical steps towards fixing the problem. He thinks he's helping. Explain that you appreciate his desire to assist, but all you want him to do is sympathise as you talk around the problem in your own way.

3. Being silent when he's considering his own problems. The other side of the same coin: when your man has a worry, he keeps it to himself, trying to solve it quickly, not wanting to bother you. Men are much more comfortable with silence than women. They don't feel the same need for reassuring communication all the time. And so it doesn't occur to your man that you could misunderstand his quietness as a sign that you've done something wrong. Ask him to keep you posted on his thoughts, even if it's just a monosyllabic grunt or two.

4. Refusing to ask for directions when you're lost. Ever since the first caveman failed to bag a wildebeest for Mrs Caveman's dinner, men have seen failure as a threat to their relationship. They think that if they admit to making a mistake, you'll stop loving them. Reassure your man that this isn't true. In fact you'll love him even more for owning up to his errors. What will stop you loving him is that he's still driving around at four in the morning looking for that hotel.

5. Looking at other women. Men's peripheral vision isn't as good as women's. That's why when you're walking down the street together and a good-looking woman passes, your man will turn his head to look at her. He simply doesn't realise he's doing it. When you cast an eye over a handsome guy, on the other hand, (go on, admit it, you know you do), you're subtle about it. Ask him to at least try and be less obvious.

6. Making arrangements in front of people. 'Mind if I go to the football with Dave next Saturday?' he asks, forgetting that you've arranged to visit your mother that day. The trouble is, he asks you when Dave's there. He expects you to be honest. Because that's what he would do. If you asked him in front of a girlfriend whether he'd mind you going shopping with her next Saturday, he'd be perfectly comfortable about saying, 'But I thought we were going to my mother's?' Men are much more straightforward in voicing their thoughts. What they forget is that 'straightforward' can often translate as 'offensive'. It doesn't enter his head that you'll want to avoid offending Dave. Remind him that 'Planning Your Diary' is a game for two people, not three.

7. Giving vague responses about what he's been up to. When you ask him how his day was, he replies, 'Not bad'. And that's precisely what he means: it wasn't great, but it wasn't bad. He has nothing to report, so he doesn't report anything. Whereas you tell him everything about your office: who's had their hair done, who's not getting on with whom, who's pushing for promotion. Your man doesn't have the same need for details as you do. So he doesn't realise that without them you can feel left out. Tell him that the odd detail from his day wouldn't go amiss.

Monday, March 27, 2006

11:14 PM

U only love mi when u r bored...

记得

谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了　这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都会停的
让时间说真话　虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后　我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后
我们都累了　却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　怎么说　怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么　也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人　等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中　看见了不同的天空
走的太远　终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话　是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手　说要一起走到最后

Sunday, March 26, 2006

11:39 PM

Oh well, another weekend juz passed.. and its like only 3 more weeks to exam.. omg.. omg.. OMG.. I juz checked biosci timetable to see wat is for lab tmr.. and then i saw.. only 2 remaining weekss.. wow.. hehe.. **reality..
Oh well this weekend was relaxation again.. Fri went Queensway to buy a pair of shoes for my bf bdae.. Then sat.. i dunno wat we do.. i dont remember.. Ooo.. juz remembered.. we cook glutinous rice.. with mango.. (**see above) hehehe.. we took 2 hrs plus to cook the rice.. dunno y it juz wont get cook.. omg.. Then sun.. went out with friends to celebrate his bdae.. =)
Went to Cartel at tam for lunch cum dinner.. eat so much that till now still so full man.. hehe.. then after tat went to arcade.. hehe.. played the big big table then got white flat plates come out then hit here hit there one.. as per normal, a lot of noise was made by me.. oh no.. tat game is juz so exciting.. i dunno y..
Oh well.. and over the weekend, my bf suddenly tell me that he love me more n more liao.. hmmph.. dunnno why also..
Ok tmr is back to sch.. really got to study le.. not enough time le.. **According to fortune teller Hazel, I may not be able to finish everything.. Ooppss..

Thursday, March 23, 2006

11:52 PM

I had enough.. friends are saying that I study so much.. N whenever I nag saying I didnt study, they will like 'dont bluff'.. this is getting irritating.. Todae after lab, someone even juz say to me 'go back n study lah'.. w/o looking at me, stopping or watsoever.. I was talking to another gp of friend and that person juz said that while walking.. how rude..

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

9:48 PM

Didnt touch anything todae.. =( disappointed.. haiz.. not in a mood.. todae juz laze around the whole dae.. omg!!!
I need sth to perk up my life.. maybe coz normally go out one dae durin weekdae and the weekends.. then this week weekdae nv go out only super bored..
Gers juz wan to have fun.. RIGHT? Hehe..
Ahhh.. bored!!!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

11:31 PM

Had a long break in between lec n tutorial.. 5hrs.. So decided to try to study in the resource room.. coz every time study in room then ended up sleeping de.. But i feel that the resource room is worse.. everyone is mugging their life away.. omg.. i c le also stress.. then hear some friend talking about some 107 stuff.. and i dunno wat they talking abt.. seems like a UFO language.. OMG.. then stress till cannot study.. Haiz...
And in tutorial, tks to Paul, he announced that i have studied quite a bit for 106.. Then some friends started saying stuff like 'wa u studied so much.. wa so no life leh.. how u study till so much de?' etc etc.. Irritating lor..
Why dont ppl admit that they study and come up with lots n lots of reason that they dont? Why do ppl study secretly and quietly?? DUMB.. Cant stand it.. To these ppl, WATEVER!!!

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You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done

Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault

Your power color: Gray

Your power symbol: Checkmark

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Monday, March 20, 2006

10:10 PM

Juz had a chicken wing and a packet of home made barely.. Hmm.. *satisfying.. yummy yummy..
Exams is only less than a month away.. oh no!!! Ahh.. todae told my friends to like remind me to study on msn if they see me.. hahaa.. so I got a reminder from Aaron.. 'In the interest of the nation and for the continuation of mankind's quest for knowledge, I hereby officially remind you to study' Hehe.. ok watever.. It is a nice n interesting reminder...
Oh.. there are so many things to know for 106... all the intermediates of reaction, the enzymes involve and all the steps.. ahhh... how to go in??? And still got 107.. which is a killer.. I m like super lost in lec.. have been lost since like lec 5.. =(
Ok gtg.. got to go pass some stuff to someone.. So irritated with the person.. SMS him earlier on to ask for his rm number so that I can pass the stuff to him at nite but he didnt reply.. then met him in the can during dinner time then I asked y he nv reply my sms then he sae learn from me one.. Wow.. Idiotic.. So I juz MSN him saying.. 'if u nv reply me SMS telling me your room number, how m i going to pass u the stuff?' IRRITATING.. ok gtg..
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

Sunday, March 19, 2006

9:24 PM

Been a few days since I updated my blog.. =) Got a few stuff to say out.. hehe.. *drum roll...
1. Sometime last week, I was walking with Paul heading towards can A.. We were quite a distance apart.. and then all of a sudden, he bump into mi!!! I was like.. ''Hey, y u bang into mi..'' then I saw his face turning red.. as red as.. hmmm tomato? monkey bottom? Hahaha.. Then in front of us, I saw a lengthy ger.. wear mini skirt and spagatti top walking pass.. Oh my.. **shake head.. GUYS

2. Ah peh sms me on dunno fri or sat n told mi he read my blog.. Haha.. n i shld b happy.. okok ah peh.. I really happy.. He said it took him quite some time leh.. =) Tat dae when I was feeling down.. then he told mi.. ''Dont pout my mouth la.. very ugly..'' Though he said the word ugly.. but tats his way of cheering mi up ba.. Tks ah peh.. =)

3. Went to watch underworld last wed night.. watched 9pm show at JP.. Met so many ppl @ JP.. aiyo..~ Hehe.. V nice show.. although I dont understand everything.. then after watching slowly discuss with friend then oooOooo see the light le.. hehe..

4. This weekend, nv study again.. OMG!!! ahh.. weekend is juz not the day for mi to study man.. Well, Sat i went to miramma hotel for tim sum early in the mornin with a gp of sec sch friends.. After tat we went orchard to shop shop.. hehe.. After tat, went suntec for food feast.. yummy yummy.. *yummy yummy.. hmm.. then went suntec to shop shop again.. Walk till leg almost break.. Really walk till sole pain man.. Then todae, (sun) sleep till super late.. then ltr in the afternoon watched nanny macphee... V v nice show... really.. so touching.. make mi feel the disney love again.. the fairytale love... *so sweeeettt...

5. Currently listening to radio.. TV mobile channel.. Hehe.. room got no TV tats y... But i m sure there is a repeat.. Ok tats all.. Bye!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

10:41 AM

Juz woke up 5 minutes ago.. Broke up with him last night an I think this time really really gone le ba. There are juz too many cracks that it seems impossible to mend.. The relationship is so unhappy. We keep finding faults in one another.. Dunno how to put it down in words too..
After 5 years together, this is the first time I m going to b alone again.. Dunno if I can take it mah.. Last night, I cried till I fallen asleep.. woke up with my pillow still wet and tissue beside me.. Its juz so hard.. But even if we got back together, things will still b the same I guess.. Haiz...
Exam is coming in a months time.. So scary... Hope I can juz put all my heart n soul into studying n not think about him.. Last sem GPA very low.. If this sem GPA still that low, I m really gone le..

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

5:45 PM

Top 10: Reasons Why Men Cheat
By Oliver Jameson

Adultery has been around forever, and has always given us something to talk about. Most reality TV shows these days center on it, as do gossip mags. But we are far from cracking the big mystery: Why do some men cheat in relationships?

All men know, at some level, that cheating is wrong. From the earliest age, we are taught the virtues of monogamy. "Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's wife," bellows our Judeo-Christian consciousness. Yet we still do it.

blame it on the genes.

In troubled relationships, cheating can be an easy alternative to the burden of a breakup or the agony of divorce. It's a quick fix for the sake of the couple's or the family's integrity. Some of us have even gone so far as to enact the long-distance code: If you cheat in another zip code, it doesn't count.

And with evolutionary psychologists telling us that we are wired to lay our seeds in as many women as possible to ensure our genetic survival, adultery is slowly becoming a defensible misdeed, which may explain why women are catching up to men in the game of infidelity.

Because of our insatiable appetite for sex, we men can sometimes only be as faithful as our options. Here are the 10 main reasons why some men will opt to shed their devotion and cheat on their partners.

Number 10 Your lady doesn't put out
Every man has heard that the best way to get a woman to stop having sex with him is by marrying her. Apparently, long-term relationships seem to suck the sex drive out of many women, leaving men gasping for fulfillment. With the need for more sex, some men will start "working late" more often.

Or it could just be that the sex has become boring. She doesn't want to try new things in bed, or won't perform fellatio. Some men may cheat because they don't want their girlfriends or wives to perform certain sex acts that would ruin their "good girl" image, so they get a mistress to take care of it. Like Robert de Niro said in Analyze This , "That's the mouth she kisses my kids good night with!"

In light of this, I call on lawmakers around the world to create an International BJ Day, where men and women get the day off from work and get all the oral satisfaction they need from their partners. I'll bet that this alone would cut infidelity by at least 75%.

Number 9 She cheated on you
So you found out your lady was being unfaithful, and the only way you can relieve your anger is by doing the same. For many men, this is the only way to get back at their cheating girlfriends and even the score. Some men might even cheat to get back at all the cheating women they've had the misfortune of dating throughout their lives; now that's efficiency.

Number 8 It's challenging and exciting
If you consider the women you sleep with "sexual trophies," chances are you have already cheated at least once in your life. Some men simply cannot leave behind the thrill of the hunt, the chase and the conquest. For other men, the excitement is in the variety, like changing ice cream flavors for one day after years of sticking to just one.

Number 7 You can get away with it
"What eyes don't see, the heart doesn't feel," goes the old adage, and it still holds true, as long as there are no cameras around. The knowledge that no one will find out and no one will get hurt is reason enough for some men to grab a different helping. But be careful; as men get craftier with avoiding detection, women get more sophisticated with detecting, not to mention boosting their network of spies.

Number 6 It boosts your ego
Nothing lifts the old self-esteem like discovering that other women still desire you sexually. When in long-term relationships, men may begin to question their sexual marketability, which will lead some of them to sow their clandestine wild oats. Once a man knows he can get back in the game, he'll return to his mate; or not.
What's a guy to do when his girlfriend's-a-naggin' and opportunity comes-a-knockin'?

Number 5 The opportunity was there
It's an uncontested fact that most men can't say "no" to sex. Although guys aren't constantly bombarded with sexual offers, sometimes an irresistible prospect presents itself. Maybe it's a frisky ex-girlfriend, maybe it's a horny hottie on the dance floor. A guy may see it as once-in-a-lifetime occasion that might never be available again. Carpe diem , as they say.

Number 4 Your girlfriend is a nag
Most men have experienced at least one woman who thrives on making him feel like crap. Constant nagging, fighting and squabbling in the right ratios is the best recipe for a headache. Cheating with another woman is a common escape from this domestic hell, and works better than aspirin.

Number 3
Women let usTruth be told, women are quick to forgive men for their unfaithful behavior. Maybe it's their fear of being alone, or that women are simply the more merciful ones of the human species. Some women might even blame themselves for their men's infidelities, and take steps to improve their relationships. The fact that many women let their men get away with murder might compel them to double deal repeatedly. Just ask Bill Clinton.

Number 2 She doesn't turn you on anymore
Long-term relationships have the annoying habit of making people lazy. No longer concerned with staying fit and attractive, a committed woman might lose the allure she once had. Her man may simply not find her beautiful anymore, and making love to her is not as stirring as it once was. This is why most mistresses are gorgeous, young women.

Number 1You don't love her anymore
Alas, after a long time together, you have lost the feelings you once had for her. But the relationship has remained too much a part of you. Separating seems so painful, so radical that it's almost inconceivable. So instead of separating, you go elsewhere to get your physical gratification. Most times this does not help matters, but only prolongs the inevitable breakup.

In the end, cheating is no joking matter. If you are cheating on your girlfriend or wife, it might be that you are unhappy in the relationship, or that you have issues that you should address. Look at the big picture and see your unfaithfulness as a symptom of a bigger problem.
Cheating might feel good as a quick escape from your problems, but it's only an anesthetic -- not a long-term solution.

3:04 PM

***Your Personality Profile***

You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.While you may not be a total hippie...You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around.
You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

*sorry to those ppl who i have offended... =)

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

11:37 PM

Mood~less..
Love is juz so hard...

Monday, March 13, 2006

11:59 PM

I Love Chow Soon n Chow Soon Loves Me... =)

11:07 PM

Hehe.. juz read a comment by a dear friend of mine.. this is wat he signed of as 'By the sicko who study for mcq in sch till 11PM!!!' This kinda thing muz let the world big big beautiful world know who this sicko is. He is none other than Mr WEI CHAO. Yes it is him.. WEI CHAO.. He has been in the sbs resource room since lab ended which is like 430 till now.. 11pm.. studying for 109 quiz tmr.. n its only MCQ!!! Wat is his probleM??? I got no idea.. got to ask him in person yourself.. =) (*hehe)
Hmm well did my washing todae n when my roomie brought the clothes up to hang, my bra was gone.. my favourite bra.. the t shirt bra was gone.. when down to see if she left it in the washing machine also dont have.. stupid shit.. (*some idiots sicko muz have stolen it)!!! SickoSSsss... So many sicko in sch.. haiz..
And in sch todae.. Aaron sae that my blog all the same thingy one.. all complain abt sch work one.. Aaron!!! I m telling u this.. I nv always complain mah.. only mention.. Life is beautiful.. isnt it??? Hehe.. Its not juz abt a piece of paper. But according to Wei Chao, life is just a piece of paper and its just a piece of blank white paper with nothing on it... (*oooOoo.. so sad..)
Oh ya n i m thinking of going overseas for special sem next year.. so now currently looking for potential ppl to accompany mi.. Anyone interested pls let mi know.. =)

Sunday, March 12, 2006

3:42 PM

Hmph.. todae is Sunday already and tmr is another week again.. oh no.. exams are coming.. Today, one far far relative of mine came to our house.. coz her grand- daughter wanted to come over to our pool to swim.. ok watever.. so she n my grandma chatted n chatted while my grandma is preparing dinner for them.. I m trying my best to study for Tuesdae 109 test but i couldnt help but to listen to their conversation.. hehe.. (*ok.. KPO rite???) Here is the juicy part.. Her daughter is apparently in a relationship with a doc... she is working as a nurse la.. n they know each other for like 5 to 6 years le.. but I dunno if they r in a relationship for that long or not lah.. Now come the big juicy part.. he is married and recently, his wife juz give birth to a baby ger.. oh my god.. Why is he doing all these? My relative did tell him that she doesnt wan to b in this kind of relationship.. but somehow they r together la.. oH my.. Why like this??? Isnt love suppose to b juz between two person.. Hai.. and in both individual's mind there is only suppose to be juz the other party? Why isnt love that perfect? Is the love that I believe in only exists in fairy tale??? As I grow up, I feel that the love that I believe in does not exist at all.. Why is it so? (*so sad.. isnt it?)
Why is it that people, (mostly guys) will have fantasy? And that other gers appear in their mind as well? If u really love your other party, isnt your mind suppose to be filled of her only??? Are all guys like this???

Saturday, March 11, 2006

2:27 PM

Its already 2.27pm and I juz woke up a while ago n done bathing already.. Saturday is the only day whereby I could juz relax and really sleep.. Although there are many things up next week for me, like 3 lab reports and a quiz.. which all I have not completed, I still feel that one have to unwind themself no matter how busy u r.. Agree???
Oh well, one of my lab report involves me reading a nobel prize lecture which consists of 41 pages of words.. how m i suppose to finish reading it? Why do they have to write in such a long n wordy manner where they could simply summarise everything and make it short and sweet? In this way, the content would then be easily understood by the reader and reading would be fun. Is it coz they got to wait like 50 years before getting the nobel prize that they have to make their lec as long as possible as this is their only chance giving one nobel prize lecture??? Hahaha..

Friday, March 10, 2006

11:39 PM

Sometime this week, my sch had a talk. The professors talked abt their own life experiences. What were they doing before coming to NTU to teach.. where they did their masters, their pHD, their post doc and stuff like that.. Which part of the world they travlled to and work in different lab and how was their working hrs like.. (*wow they work for super duper long hrs.. 9am to like 11pm).. doing experiment n stuff like tat.. After the talk, it made me feel that the honours that i m going to get in like 3 years time is only a PSLE cert in their eyes.. they have studied and did so many reach and went to so many places to constantly upgrade their knowledge.. one even said that pHD is the ticket to everything.. *wow.. (if i were to get tat, it would take be at least another 6 years after my honours.. which is another 10 years from now..) OoooOoo..
During the Q&A session, one student asked if they had time for social life since they work for so long hrs.. their reply was tat.. to plan your life around the experiment.. (Oh my..) hahaha..
After being in SBS for almost a year now.. Besides learning lots of stuff.. (sch work), i gain one impt insight.. LIFE IS NOT JUZ ABT A PIECE OF PAPER.. Everydae.. i see ppl mugging in the resource room.. And i hear frm some that some ppl stay up till 3am everydae to study.. (oh my.. can u believe it?) and they also spent their weekends studying.. I had a quiz earlier this week. It was juz short ans qns.. I mean ya, its a quiz, u got to study for it.. but not till the extend that u burn your weekends and also skip mornin lec so that u could study more???!!! I also heard from somewhere that last sem, during the 1 week break before the exams, some ppl locked themselves up in their room n mug continuously.. as in really non stop.. coming out only for food n toilet break.. Hmm is life really juz all abt that piece of paper?
Ya qualification is v impt.. if not why on earth would i b in uni.. but then do u really need to go till such an extend???