Juz finishing chatting with my friend and he has juz reached LONDON!!! Oh man.. Day 1 todae... =) So excitied for him and I am sure he will enjoy the experience there. He will only be coming back in January.. Cant believe he is in LONDON!!! Last sem, we were only one block away and this sem, he is 5000 miles away.. He asked for my address saying he will send me xmas card or sth.. Hehehe.. We shall see if it ever come.. Oh well, hope he enjoy himself n take super care.. he is like so far from home all alone.. =) I m sure he would b alright.. =)

What are weekends for? How do u spend ur weekends? Do u stay at home and catch up on whatever work tat u are lacking behind? Or r u reading up on stuff tat u r intested in? Reading up on stuff tat has nth to do with ur work? Or do u spend ur weekend with ur friends and family? Or do u simply stay at home and relax?


90% of my weekend time is spent on my love ones. Going out, enjoying myself and staying at home to rest and sleep. Applying mask, taking care of my face and all doing all other stuff to make myself look n feel better. Another 10% of my weekend time is spent doing tutorial and trying my very best to catch up coz i m like so far behind..


I enjoy this kind of weekend coz in my opinion, education matters but its not the only thing in life. Ur life shld not revolve only around studies. When u r at ur last breathe, u wont be thinking of the time u spent staying up late studying, rushing of tutorials n reading of thick textbooks. **Agree???


But sometimes when i think how others r spending their weekends, i feel so guilty. Everyone is given 24hrs a dae, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, and 12 months a year. How u spend ur time is entirely up to u n wat u belief in. I know ppl who spend their entire weekend catching up on school work. Whenever i think of tat, i feel so stress and so guilty but also at the same time i pity them a little. I also wonder how they can study everydae. Loading themselves with information everydae of the week. Dont they ever go out?


Yes their GPA may be better than my. They may be smarter than me but so wat? Although sometimes i secretly hope to be half as hardworking as them...But this seems to be an impossible task for me.


Ok so u spend ur time studying on weekends. Then wat abt public holidaeS? Do u but down ur books completely for a dae? I know ppl who stays home n do tutorial during a public holidae.


What is the world becoming? What is spore becoming? Are we pursing our education in a ridiculous and unhealthy manner???

Sometimes, u may feel that the words u sae may mean nth but u nv know how deep a few words or the tone which u speak can hurt someone..
If u called someone 3 times almost consectively to let tat person know sth tat is related and that concern tat person but it has nth to do with u at all but instead of apperciation, wat u get was unkind attitude. Irritated n brush u away. How would u feel? The point is, u call that person not coz of urself but coz off tat person.. So unkind.. so terrible, so mean n so rude. It may seems nth as tat point of irritating feeling u have inside u seem to outweigh everything. But u nv know how much u have hurt the other person. In the future, would tat person still bother to let u know sth tat concern u but does not concern tat person? Why would tat person bother? It doesnt concern tat person at all.


A friend of my could remember everything i say... and whenever i repeat sth, he would sae 'ya i know, u said b4 already' He remembers every detail. Like wat kind of music u like, wat CCA u joined before when u were in pri sch, wat module u hate.. everything. I will always b so shock when he sae 'ya i know, u sae b4 le' hahaha doesnt he juz forget or not remember details. Like most of us, we dont remember wat our friends sae to us. We know but we dont remember. He told me the difference is whether u put ur heart into listening to the person's conversation or not. Or do u merely juz hear n not register since all those information does not aid u in anyway.. Wat benefit would it bring to u???


Chashing the 9pm show now. 'da nan ren, xiao nan ren' I think everything said is so true. And it make one realised. Since I started watching tat show, my hope marriage seems to have drop drastically. Y get urself into so much trouble???

Juz settled down after coming back from the furneral.. oh man.. so very exhausted..
juz wan sae ''feeling the gap, feeling the distace n feeling the drift...''

Was lying on bed last night n was thinking to myself.. Tat todae, I will blog abt wat happened last night.. but this morning at 5 plus am, it was all a different matter already.. At 5am, my mum woke me up from my sleep n told mi tat my uncle was dead. Haiz.. my mum n my dad then rush down to the hospital while the rest of us stayed home first.. At 8am plus we prepare n went down to my aunt house. But the body only arrived at 12pm.. It was such a sad moment. And I really feel for their family. My uncle is the only breadwinner of the family. Although both the sons are also working but their income is minimal. Now all the burdern is on my 20 over years old cousin. EVERYTHING IS ON HIM. EVERYTHING. THE FACTORY, FAMILY INCOME, CAR BILLS, HDB BILLS, PUB BILlS, MARKETING ALLOWANCE, SCHOOL FEES FOR MY YOUNGEST COUSIN.. ETC ETC.. Haiz..


And something made me angry n made my dad angry n say other ppl too. My uncle side of the family asked tat family for a meeting regarding the business.. the business belongs to my uncle SOLELY! My dad went to them and ask them to discuss this at a ltr date. SOMEONE JUZ DIED FOR HEAVENS SICK!!! And their family members are all so sad.. FREAK!!!


Oh well, yesterdae, went to changi for dinner then went to the beach to walk walk with him.. The beach was so crowded tat we dont have a place to seat. Finally, we decided to settle on some edge at the bus stop.. We only sat a little while n left for my house as the place was so uncomfortable. Anyway, we seat seat n talk talk at my place while listening to the radio. Suddenly some slow music came on n in my mind, dunno y, I was thinking how nice if can dance w him.. Hehehe.. And to my surprise, he asked mi to dance w him... Hahaha.. It was nice except for my giggling.. n finally I was even lying on the floor laughing.. Hahaha..

Oh well, juz got up from my afternoon nappy a little while ago.. Had to wake up at 630 this morning coz had morning lessons.. and had a terrible night coz of nightmares.. So after lecture went to get buy text then headed home then nappy.. Even after I was up from my afternoon nap, he was still not up from his sleepy.. Woo.... I have travelled to Boon Lay thru n flow already n he have not started his dae yet.. Anyways.. saw some interesting things on the journey..


1. Saw this auntie, who was wearing a skirt.. and she was opening her leg so BIG on the MRT.. (she was seating down..) OMG!!! So gers.. if u cant keep ur leg close at ALL TIMES, then wear jeans or pants or shorts!!!


2. Saw another auntie wearing a spagatti top n it was v v low... N she had super big breast.. I know BIG is nice but its not nice if it is bouncing all over the place w/o any support.. OMG!!!


3. Another interesting thing. Wet to NIE bookshop yesterdae to buy text but the text was sold out.. So somewhere in front of me was this ger who was from a foreign country.. **the country I LOVE MOST!!.. Ok the point is, she is having a stupid arguement with the lady selling text.


'' ni bu shi suo microbio de shu jing tian jiu hui lai''?
Translate: Didnt u sae the bk will b here todae?
''hai mei you lai''
Translate: Not here yet
''shi ni zuo tian shou jing tian jiu lai de''
Translate: U were the one who said it would be here todae
''hai mei you lai''
Translate: Not here yet
''shi ni zuo tian shou jing tian jiu lai de''
Translate: U were the one who said it would be here todae
''ni 5 tian zai lao ba''
Translate: Try again at 5
''wu dian shen de hui lai?''
Translate: R u sure it will come at 5?


Oooo.. DUMBzzz.. If it is not here, it is not here!!!

BIG FAT THANK YOU TO PAUL, WEI CHAO, AARON N AH PEH.. for getting this for my birthdae.. hehe.. I only received it from Paul a few daes back.. n my bdae was 4 months ago already.. hehe =) THANK YOU... I LOVE IT!!!





Oh well.. sch is so tiring.. Another 3 more years to my honours.. Got to do v v well this sem so as the compansate the low GPA for sem 2... Reason being: 2 modules I hate n I m very weak at next sem.. One got to do with organic chem(advance) and the other advance biophysical chem.. Ai yo..Year 1 Sem 1 did the basic only get C n C+ le.. Omg.. cant imagine ADVANCE!!!


Had a little chat with my old Pri sch friend during the National Day Holidae.. Was talking abt treasuring wat u have.. I was like telling him.. ya, everyone know tat he/she have to treasure n appreciate wat he/she has currently.. but who on earth actually treasure and really do it?? Hahaha.. NO ONE!!! He was telling me.. oh only those who have lost wat they have then will they treasure..

How To Know When It's Over?
by Bob Narindra


There are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have worked so hard at, and spent so much time on, is finally over. For some, this realization is a complete shock and for others, they have seen the writing on the wall for some time now.


Breakup signs are often very difficult to spot, primarily because the people involved often do not want to admit that the relationship has failed. And unless something comes along and hits them in the face, telling them it's over; the natural tendency is to try to work through the problems. This happens more so when the couple have been together for a while.


The question that remains, therefore, is at what point do you really know that it's over?


First lets start with the glaring signs that the relationship is over:


You catch your partner in the act of having an unforgivable affair.


Your partner uses physical violence against you.


You argue non-stop about everything. You can't agree on anything.



The above are obvious, any of the three things occurring above, ESPECIALLY NUMBER TWO, are sure signs that the relationship is coming to an, often abrupt, end.
There are however some other signs to look out for. Sometimes it is necessary to accept the painful fact that the relationship you are in is just not good for you. While I am usually the staunchest advocate for the "you can make it through anything as long as you have love" club, even I have to admit that there are situations where one or both of the partners are just better off apart.


The most common instance of this is when one partner is INTENTIALLY holding the other partner back. When two people have separate dreams and goals, friction can occur, especially if neither of them are willing to compromise. In some instances, however, jealousy leads one of the partner's to be excessively controlling of the other. In these situations, if they are UNRESOLVABLE, it is better to leave than stay.

Other reasons to leave include:

You realize that you don't love your partner.


You find yourself thinking more and more about how good single life was.


You realize that your partner doesn't love you, but is with you because they don't want to hurt you.


You have no common interests or goals.


You find that you cannot stand their annoying little habits, and they won't change.


You find it impossible to be yourself around your partner.


Your partner cuts you down, makes you feel bad about yourself, and constantly devalues your goals and ideas.



Under no circumstances should anyone stay in a relationship that is bad for them, just because they feel that being in a relationship, even a bad one, is better than being alone.

''Like I like kid like tat''

Current status: Slacking.. Staring into blank air n listening to the radio...

Although this seems like a complete waste of time, I m enjoying myself right now.. Sinking into the music.. =)

Tmr is the first dae of year 2 sem 1.. Ooo time flies.. So fast 2nd year already.. its almost 9 and I have not print my notes yet.. Haha.. nvm.. shall do it ltr.. Will be travelling.. oh my.. oh my..

Oooo.. Mi Lu Bing won superband.. hehehe.. muahahaha.. I juz love them from the start.. I juz think that they are super cutie cuties.. Love the drummer the most.. muakz... =) hehe..


Oh well, went Sim Lim todae.. need to check out the pricing of some stuff I wanna get.. Things didnt went well todae..


1. Couldnt get him to wake up in the mornin.. He was late..


2. I had to wait for 35mins at Sim Lim for him.. Oh.. was at boiling pt..


3. After checking out the prices, I asked my dad if its ok to buy.. He said no no no.. ''u dont need this right?'' Oh man!! I do need it! **anyone wan donate to the 'Save Hazel Foundation'???


4. After cooling down by filling my tummy with yummy roti prata n mango ice **oooo yummy.. I juz love mango ice! We started to head back to my house.. Then did I realised we were only out for 2.5hrs.. ONLY!!!


5. On the train journey back, he needed sleep AGAIN.. N he told me tats his bad habit.. Argh..


But oh well, all ended okie todae.. Ended with mi having the 'dont leave mi' feeling.. Still wan spend time with him.. hehe


Oooo.. Sch is starting in 2 days.. Oh nooooooooo...

Think he (he is not equals to my bf) is


CHILDISH

DEPENDENT

UNREASONABLE

EGOISTIC

dont be dumb. everyone have their own life to lead now. no longer secondary sch kiddy.

Hmm went orchard todae... =) Bought a new pencil box for the new sem and my bf bought me a adidas jacket!!! Cost $99.. hehe.. Oooo he loves me so much... *U wont know how happy n xing fu I feel.. Hehe.. Went walk walk.. walked all the way from orchard to somerset to ps to cathy.. omg.. leg almost break.. Was wearing flats todae.. So can walk a lot a lot.. Heehehe.. He was complaining like mad.. So I told him.. ''next time dont wan walk so much, remember ask me wear heels..'' Hahaha..