Juz woke up 5 minutes ago.. Broke up with him last night an I think this time really really gone le ba. There are juz too many cracks that it seems impossible to mend.. The relationship is so unhappy. We keep finding faults in one another.. Dunno how to put it down in words too.. After 5 years together, this is the first time I m going to b alone again.. Dunno if I can take it mah.. Last night, I cried till I fallen asleep.. woke up with my pillow still wet and tissue beside me.. Its juz so hard.. But even if we got back together, things will still b the same I guess.. Haiz... Exam is coming in a months time.. So scary... Hope I can juz put all my heart n soul into studying n not think about him.. Last sem GPA very low.. If this sem GPA still that low, I m really gone le..
