Hazel

Sunday, April 30, 2006

10:06 PM

The sch is crazy to drag the

exams for 3 freaking full

weeks!!!

12:36 PM

Back to studies again.. Exams have NOT ended.. this is crazy.. got paper on wed, thur n fri.. Haha.. *madness...
Well fri, my dear bf came to stay over.. we meet at JP for dinner then walk walk around then come back to hall le.. miss him so much.. 1 week didnt c him.. Oh then sat, we were like moving most of my stuff over to my friend's room.. (Wei Chin) so nice n sweet of her.. =) her exams end on tue.. so got to move by then.. so since my bf is here n i need some muscles to help me move my thick heavy textbooks and my heavy fridge, we decided to do so that dae.. but first, we had to melt that huge block of ice that is accumulating.. w/o a lock, the smart hazel suggested to put the fridge on outsize my window which is suppose to be used for hanging clothes.. but the window is too small for the fridge to go out.. so the fridge juz stuck halfway.. ahaha.. then i was like.. **juz leave it lah.. haha.. let it hang in the middle and let the ice melt.. my bf was like.. confirm drop one lor.. haha.. oh well then when i was bathing, i decided to juz put the fridge in the toilet to let it melt.. so my poor bf had to carry the heavy fridge to the gers toilet.. After settling the fridge and all my stuff, we went for lunch.. n after lunch, we had a heated arguement.. =( but all was well by evening.. =) **ok la.. i m super sorry...
Then in the evening, we went to my gong gong house at clementi.. meet the rest of my entire family.. and we watched chelsea vs man u over there.. oh no man u was trashed.. After the match, my family went home n he accompany mi wait for my train to go back to hall then he go back tam.. **got to wait 4 another week b4 i can c him again.. oh no...

Thursday, April 27, 2006

5:31 PM

Juz finished watching a chinese show.. very long ago de.. watched it from vcd.. and i ended up tears all over my face.. its such a sad show.. Its about this guy who is mute and blind.. he like this ger n this ger also fell in love with him unknowingly.. so well he died.. and he was granted a wish and he wish to come back to earth to c her lah. so he came back with another person body and voice. so nobody know it is him and he also wont b able to tell anyone that he was actually who he is la.. he had 5 daes on earth. He tried to go let the ger know all those stuff but fail la.. Anyway, on the last nite, the ger guessed it.. so went looking for him.. but he decided to juz leave everything le.. but in the end he admitted la.. then they spent the last nite together... Its so sad...
Haiz... so when u leave, is it u yourself that is sad or do all your love ones around u feel worse? I guess its the latter.. once u go, u juz go.. but all your love ones around u will have to learn to carry on living their life to the fullest w/o u around.. haiz.. i m so affected now... =(

3:23 PM

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

You Are Medium Maintenance

You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls
But you aren't the most laid back chick either
You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%!
If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little
But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

Are You High Maintenance?

Haha.. so dear bf.. do you have doubts of any of the above? Hehe...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

6:48 PM

Cant believe it is already almost 7pm..
Paper is in like 14 hrs time.. OMG..
BS 106
Its a super difficult module..
lots of metabolic pathways,
enzymes,
intermediates,
regulatory steps to know...
With all the funny spelling and so look alike spelling,
i m being to mix them all up.. omg.. !!! *Hope all go well tmr..
So stress...
So bored..
So no mood..
Argh...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

11:25 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

4:16 PM

OooOoo back in hall.. Went to NYDC over the weekends with my darling bf.. Hehe then went Orchard walk walk.. Was so happy after friday's paper.. not becoz it is easy of course but becoz i can finally go out.. yippy.. Half way thru the paper, i tot of orchard.. omg cant believe myself.. Then my mind was like wondering of.. i read n skip like 3 qns not knowing wat i was reading.. then i was like telling myself.. better focus..
Sat went to pasir ris house that area to get sth from Feng so that my bf can repair my house com.. then he was repairing my com the WHOLE dae.. suppose to go picnic but didnt in the end.. coz of time factor..
Todae had a great lunch cooked by my mum.. yummy yummy.. home cook food.. oooOoo... And well msg Dan todae.. to tell him i thought of where he can bring mi already.. Oh ya.. we plan to catch up after my exams.. So i was complaining about my long long journey.. (2hrs) and he was like next time got chance can fetch mi.. **Better write here as proof..
Oh Melvin Loh Guo Wei contacted mi.. so nice... my old pri sch friend.. well, we r currently talking on msn.. Still remember his full name.. Think coz tats how i call him in pri sch...

Friday, April 21, 2006

12:15 PM

Oh.. I have a paper like in a few hours time.. n I have not really finish studying yet.. and wat m I doing now? BLOGGING???!!! Argh... sth is wrong with me.. need to go c doctor liao.. hahaha..
Doc: Wats wrong with u?
Me: I dont feel like studying anymore...
Doc: ???
Hahaha.. ok I m mad.. so u can c now how scary the exam stress is...
I still got like a huge topic that I have not completed.. Cell Cycle.. Omg.. that is like 3 lectures in all.. OooooooooooHHHH.. SHIT..!!!
Dunno how some ppl can lock themselves in a room for days and still have the mood to study.. I m like super bored le.. Cant wait for ltr paper to end.. Then can go relax n scream n laugh during the weekend before I have so intimate session with my books and lecture notes again.. Hahaha..

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

2:05 PM

Its already 2pm.. and i have not done anything studying the entire dae.. =( so need to study but so really dont feel like studying.. So far only one paper down.. n I still like got another freaking 5 paper to go.. dunno if i can ta han till then..

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

6:04 PM

OooOo.. finally one paper down.. but wat? 5 more to go.. omg.. !!! *faint..
Well todae's paper was ok.. difficult + ok.. so equals slightly difficult but still ok..
So drained after the paper.. felt like juz finish running 10km.. haha..
Ok fri is another paper.. oh my o my..
Ok got to go recharge now.. **Napping time.. my favourite..

Monday, April 17, 2006

10:38 PM

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

You Are A Girl!

Are you ever serious? Well, you're seriously playful.
And guys are attracted to your girlish spirit and all the fun that follows.
Your girlish, temper, however... well, they could live without that.
Not to worry though, you never stay upset for long. It's off to the next adventure.

Tmr is my very first paper.. OooOohh.. really hope i can do well... I really need to do well...

10:16 AM

Damn it...
Its already mondae..
tmr is my first paper..
Omg.. better really go study le..
But i m feel so tired n so sian..
If u get wat i mean..

Sunday, April 16, 2006

1:23 PM

super bored...
sick of studying..
ok actually i m not really studying..
ahhh!!!!
wats wrong with me..
got a paper on tue
and i m not done studying yet...
ahhh...!!!
exam period sucks...

Saturday, April 15, 2006

10:31 PM

Pictures speak a thousand words??? Hehe... lazy to type...

First came the flowers.. he held it in his hands all the way from pasir ris mrt station to queens town mrt station.. hehehe.. imagine the number of eyes staring at him.. i was so surprise.. really didnt expected him to get flowers for me at all.. =) but really happy hehe.. tks darling...

Next we went IKEA to have meatballs and chicken wings...

Then to haagen daz for fondule..
Yummy..

Then the expensive price tag that comes along with the oh so fattening chocolate.. n ice cream..

Followed by a trip to queensway to choose my bdae present.. got a big bag... hehe.. coz slightly over a hundred dollars.. =) such a wonderful bdae i had.. tks dear..

Thursday, April 13, 2006

11:08 AM

Hehehe.. todae is my 20th bdae le.. OooOoo.. so old liao..
Well last nite, Aaron was the ''first'' one to wish me happy bdae.. But it was in advance.. haha.. wasnt midnite yet.. Oh well..
Then when the clock strick 12, some of my floor gers + roomie Cheryl came in with a bread cake... with candles n chocolates and gummy sweets on top.. hehe.. singing bdae song.. have an improvised card as well.. =) really appreciate the gesture.. tks gers..
Then got a sms from paul at 12.. wishing me , happy bdae and tell me that my bdae present got to wait.. =( and a quote frm wat he added ltr on ''we are still debating whether the cost of the present is less than the marginal benefit of not hearing your nagging''...=p =p =p
In came a few smses n msnes..
My mum even called mi in the morni at 8 plus to wish mi happy bdae when i m still sleeping.. still unsure if she really called or i m dreaming.. Hehehe..
Oh Wei Chao also called.. juz.. at least he called at the right time.. when i m awake...
Hmm ltr meeting my bf.. most likely going orchard.. dunno wats up for ltr.. well we shall c... =)

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

10:11 PM

Argh.. so super bored.. exams is like less than a week away n i still dont feel like studying.. whenever i start reading, after less than 30 mins, i will start stoning already.. oh my.. wats wrong with me...!!!

Monday, April 10, 2006

11:12 PM

Mdm Ong passed away on 9th april 2006... its so sad.. hai.. cancer is the cause again.. same as that of ying hui.. *hai... Oh well.. so went for her wake last night.. many ex coralites were there.. many teachers.. ex teachers.. principal.. ex principal.. saw many faces which i have not seen for a very long time.. some for months.. some for years.. It was like a big reunion.. everyone from different badges.. all graduates.. all coming back together.. such a warm feeling on such a sad occassion.. such irony.. Saw some behaviour which i think was super rude.. some person said bye to everyone except a group of us.. our gp was in the middle of two other gps that person said bye too.. n tat person juz skipped us like this.. oh well.. yes there is this hatred between us.. but saying hi n bye is part of courtesy right??? Oh well.. maybe some ppl are juz so rude.. maybe manners were not taught during their upbringing... **oh how disappointing.. Haha.. such a sad life for those kind of ppl..

Thursday, April 06, 2006

9:29 PM

No lessons todae coz lab over already.. exams is like in a week or so.. omg.. and there is a quiz that consitutes 30% of the final score tmr.. *dummy dumb dumb.. N tmr quiz, now then study.. oOOoo.. Studied with paul and wei chao at sbs todae lor.. got to meet them coz elective mah.. so we always skip and nv pay attention de.. Hehe..
But study so little todae.. left resource room at about 5 plus.. coz v tired already so wan go back to sleep.. although it was raining, i juz leave that place.. stay in the room till wan vomit already.. oh well.. was walking in the rain towards my hall then someone who i dunno came to like share his umberalla with me.. he say hall 16.. one block away frm me.. but he sheltered me to my hall.. i said its ok le but he sae exams coming ltr fall sick.. oh so nice rite???
Hai.. so many many many duper many things to study.. omg.. will i b able to do well this time round? Really got to do better to pull up my GPA this sem.. =(

12:14 AM

Oh well.. went to watch ultraviolet todae.. bad lousy show.. hahaha.. oh well i didnt like it.. i feel that the storyline, the action and the woman are all lousy.. and worse still no handsome guys to see in the show @ all.. only a young kid... hahaha.. well anyway chance upon a nice old song..

Mary MacGregor
Torn Between Two Lovers

There are times when a woman has to say what's on her mind
Even though she knows how much it's gonna hurt
Before I say another word let me tell you, I love you
Let me hold you close and say these words as gently as I can

There's been another man that I've needed and I've loved
But that doesn't mean I love you less
And he knows he can't possess me and he knows he never will
There's just this empty place inside of me that only he can fill

[Chorus]Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules
Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool
Lovin' you both is breakin' all the rules

You mustn't think you've failed me
Just because there's someone else
You were the first real love I ever had
And all the things I ever saidI swear they still are true
For no one else can have the part of me I gave to you

[Chorus]

I couldn't really blame you if you turned and walked away
But with everything I feel inside, I'm asking you to stay

[Chorus]

Monday, April 03, 2006

9:56 PM

Had a terrible nightmare last nite.. dreamt that my bf died.. omg.. it was so scary.. We were at our secondary sch and was with some sec sch friends... and it was some cca selection dae.. but somehow or other, the entire sch is ice.. the walls then floor.. everything.. then all of a sudden, the ice juz kept fallin n falling n my bf got hit on the head n died.. n b4 that, we both were catching up with our friends.. and he juz died so suddenly.. then after a year, the sch held some anniversary thingy.. and when i saw his picture there, it was juz so hard to take it that he left me so suddenly.. i cried n cried.. and my heart felt so painful.. my mum was there at the death anniversary too.. n i told her that he left nth for me.. n it was so difficult.. then she held her hands out to the necklace i was wearing n said he left me this.. oh my.. ** I was so scared n sad that i woke up from my nightmare n called him.. (it was abt 6am then). When he heard my crying voice, he got a shock.. hehe.. =) Oh well ok here is my nightmare.. scary.. Moral??? Cherish the ppl around u.. nth last forever..
My mum juz called me n tell me some stuff abt my grandma.. that weekend, my grandma asked me to withdraw some money for her.. my mum said that is the first time she withdrawing money... n my grandma claimed she got not enough to spend.. my mum also said that recently, my grandma asked if my mum threw away the scissors.. n my mum said no n my grandma juz smiled.. upon hearing this, there was the so sad n sour feeling that went through my entire body... I so feel like crying.. now typing the most like that also feel so sad.. **ooooOo..
Moral: Cherish your loved ones..
Hai.. I m so sad now..
Ok 2 more weeks to first paper.. OMG OMG OMG!!!