Had a terrible nightmare last nite.. dreamt that my bf died.. omg.. it was so scary.. We were at our secondary sch and was with some sec sch friends... and it was some cca selection dae.. but somehow or other, the entire sch is ice.. the walls then floor.. everything.. then all of a sudden, the ice juz kept fallin n falling n my bf got hit on the head n died.. n b4 that, we both were catching up with our friends.. and he juz died so suddenly.. then after a year, the sch held some anniversary thingy.. and when i saw his picture there, it was juz so hard to take it that he left me so suddenly.. i cried n cried.. and my heart felt so painful.. my mum was there at the death anniversary too.. n i told her that he left nth for me.. n it was so difficult.. then she held her hands out to the necklace i was wearing n said he left me this.. oh my.. ** I was so scared n sad that i woke up from my nightmare n called him.. (it was abt 6am then). When he heard my crying voice, he got a shock.. hehe.. =) Oh well ok here is my nightmare.. scary.. Moral??? Cherish the ppl around u.. nth last forever.. My mum juz called me n tell me some stuff abt my grandma.. that weekend, my grandma asked me to withdraw some money for her.. my mum said that is the first time she withdrawing money... n my grandma claimed she got not enough to spend.. my mum also said that recently, my grandma asked if my mum threw away the scissors.. n my mum said no n my grandma juz smiled.. upon hearing this, there was the so sad n sour feeling that went through my entire body... I so feel like crying.. now typing the most like that also feel so sad.. **ooooOo.. Moral: Cherish your loved ones.. Hai.. I m so sad now.. Ok 2 more weeks to first paper.. OMG OMG OMG!!!
